It has been more than a year since the February 14, 2018 mass shooting at Parkland, Fla.’sMarjory Stoneman Douglas High School claimed the lives of 17 students and staff members. But the emotional fallout hasn’t ended.
To honor the memories of those lost and help raise awareness of the mental health issues that can linger after gun violence, PEOPLE spoke with six Parkland students about their experiences then and now.
“I covered up with jokes because I didn’t understand how to process this stuff,” the affable 17-year-old junior at the Parkland, Florida, school tells PEOPLE.
Then came the funerals, and the reality hit home. After three, he stopped going to them because the pain was so overwhelming.
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Ultimately, he found an emotional anchor in his religious faith, something that had been part of his life since his childhood.
Williams says prayer enables him to sit with his emotions and process them in a healthy way. “I meditate with my Bible scriptures,” he says. “It’s a form of therapy.”
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Religion grounds Williams, but not all of his friends have something that does. He sees them resorting to drugs, cutting themselves, or worse: He counts Calvin Desir as among the friends he lost because of the shooting.
He sees his fellow students struggling with their grief, and he knows how hard it is.
“I know that they’re trying their best but there’s no rulebook for it, and for me, I’m happy I have prayer,” he says. “For other people that’s not the case, and some people just don’t know how to handle it.”
If you or someone you know is considering suicide, please contact the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255), text “home” to the Crisis Text Line at 741-741 or go to suicidepreventionlifeline.org.
source: people.com
